LIGHT OF MY LIFE, FIRE OF MY LOINS

Long time no see, again. Well It's because of the prelims, blah blah blah, you know the drill. Currently obsessed with Lily Evans and James Potter fanfics. Well the Prelims are over though my results aren't as good or maybe it is ( not so sure ). Here are my results; English 79 half (Yahh! I won Everett!!!) Math 65, science 61half and chi 66 half/ 90. plus I'm going to get this huge load off my mind. I'm over him, i mean it this time. I know he's with someone else now. I know i shouldn't be writing this in here now, i know he has been giving me headaches every night, he's confusing me, I still like him but... i don't know how to explain this...I'm doing this partially to stop the rumours. So to those idiots spreading those rumours, f*** off.He's like an exact replica of James Potter ( the type in fanfics )...He has stolen my heart....

Happy B'Day Brenda!!!!!!! Just finish PSLE oral today. Sigh* Hope i did well. Starting Prelim next week. Going out now so can't talk much. Bye......

Went out for dinner with my cousins, aunts and uncles plus my grandfather again. My stupid brother just prevented me from typing the reason why my grandfather treated us to dinner in case someone kidnapped him. Now he's saying that my dad, who is not at home, is dancing YMCA naked outside the window.

Happy National Day!!!!!!! Although it's yesterday. Celebrated with my relatives at my Grandfater's house at Toa Payoh so we can see the fireworks. Cut my hair today and now it's super short. But i guess it's rather nice...

I'm going to die of embarrassment!!! I cried again today, thrice in two weeks!!!!!!!!At school!!!!!!!There was a super big super jump black and grey spider on my skirt so i brushed it away and it crawled all over my chair, scared the hell out of me!!!!!!Thenesh suggested i going to the toilet while he try to kill the spider. Unfortunately, i was so scared that i cried even before i managed to leave the classroom. Debbie consoled me but the spider escaped. Brenda and I went back to the classroom to shift my table back cause Mdm low asked me to sit beside Benjamin Foo since i was scared of the spider but guess what! The spider wasn't dead! It was crawling on Zhiwen table! Super scary so Brenda just helped me to change me chair with the spiderweb on it and we ran out of school. We saw a dead cockroach on the way. I hate Bugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THx to everyone for asking if i was alright. Stupid bugs.

Arghhhhhhhh! Went for Napfa retest today cause i didn't go last week, well everything was going fine until, Damn! My leg got extremely pain again.Stupid. Then i cried again.=( Fortunately after a while, 5 mins? Not so pain anymore so i continued running and guess what? i came in last. Though i'm really thankful to wanjing for staying with me and then getting second last and Verity for telling the teacher though i still have to run. And when that fat guy from 6A heard that i came in last, he cheered! And said Yeh, i not last anymore. ... . Grrr! THen we're supposed to walk back to school again and guessed who i saw? HIM! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Wanjing said i looked ok but she sounded skeptical. ARGHHH!!!!!!!!.... .

Hiazzz, got lots of hw today and i haven't even started...Ms Lam changed our places today and i'm currently sitting with a extremely boring boy the chi one not the indian one. And if you ( the boring boy ) happened to hear bout this pls don not feel offended cause it's true. Srry....

HI again, you must be tired of hearing me say hi every time i start a post right? Can't think of anything else to start lol. Just changed the blog layout again and currently hope you'll like it. I know or maybe i don't that perhaps those who come to my blog to read my post and not just tag, which i guess should be a few or maybe none, have been waiting for a post right? Well here's one though nothing happened at all this few days. Hopefully tomorrow will be more exciting...

Had Oral today and i didn't go for 1.6 yesterday!!!!! Bcause i was sick. My two bros are acting idiotic now they're planning of getting rid of me. How stupid are they? Very Stupid if you must know....

HIya! LOng time no see again. Nothing much to write bout anyway. There was a dryrun for prelim oral today and i lost the oral slip!!!! Thank goodness Peinee got extra. Then i cried during PE cause my leg was extremely pain but at least i got to skip PE though i was horribly humiliated. That's the first time i cried at school other than p1 when i forgot to bring my workbook.That's all i guess. 1.6 tomorrow.Die...

Long time no see, lots of things happened since i last blogged some including a hot air balloon, a competition and etc etc.I'll go into details starting from ...now.K.I went up the DHl balloon last last Sat, and i was up, forty stories high in the air for 10 Min's.It was a rather scary but enjoyable experience.Then on Sun, A few members from the entrepreneur club including me, Bren and Cynthia were the few ppl chosen to represent our school for the Yescom competition.There were lots of Malays and Mr Jalal treated us to ice- cream.My family, including my granddad came to support and bought lots of stuffs.Our school had won the Yescom competition for two consecutive years so hopefully we'll win again this year...Then the newest addition to my family, my baby cousin, Hubert, celebrated his one month celebration thing on Sun.That's all, i guess.

I'm feeling rather disappointed that the previous entry wasn't that popular cause not a lot of ppl tagged or commented at all after all the pains i took to publish the post but never mind cause hopefully you'll comment on this post.I went to the stww office for tra day on the 16 and my mom even won a prize for being the second highest after scanning!!!We went fishing for prawns again at Bishan but this time with my rents friends and their children too!!We then barbecued some prawns.I caught 2 prawns this time.We went swimming at Safra at Yishun on sun.My entire family are members!!!We then celebrated father's day with my gongong and cousins.There was a blackout when we were waiting to be served dinner but then the power came back on.My bros and I went back to safra today for the kids adventure camp.(Yah!!!!Can escape from Chinese supp)They are all together 17 ppl and we made lots of friends!!We played in the gym which is like totally covered with those rocks you see when you do rock-climbing.We played lots of games and then they taught us how to rock-climb.My younger bro could reach the red square but i couldn't.We also went for the canopy walk which is super scary!We were so high up!Then i must help to carry the equipment down and i went down 5 or 6 stories twice!It was extremely tiring but i enjoyed it.We went at 10 and came back at 5.can't wait to tomorrow.can skip boring chi supp and go to lower pierce reservoir with the other children from the camp!We're also going to do outdoor cooking!!But, we're supposed to be at yishun safra at 9 and I'm like staying at the other end of Singapore.=(

Srry for the rather short post previously I'm going to go into details in this post and also going to tell you more about the greatest three days during the holidays.I'll be posting lots of pictures too.firstly, after reading the extremely long entry that i posted on my b'day you would want to see some pics right? Well here are some....
Me, my mom and bros on the day before my b'day waiting for the food to be served after school...

srry for not posting for a very long time.I'm not really into blogging nowadays, reasons unknown.I went, with my rents to a conference at JB yesterday.The nuskin seed power thingy and it was real fun especially the games and i've to jot down notes cause my rents wanted to test me later.Humans are like bananas they either become green and growing or become yellow and rotting...

I got to go into the Singapore Sports School yesterday!!!!!!!!!!For the ending ceremony of camp rainbow!!!!I went with my grandaunts and bro cause two of my uncles and aunties are volunteers!!!YAHH!!!!!!!!!!There was a carnival and i won 3 prizes but my grandaunt's granddaughter who went too took one and i lost another.We watched a very interesting musical by the kids from the different group but the food wasn't very nice.....

I'm back!I"M so happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy.Love can be a many splendid thing.Happy, happy, happy, happy, happy,happy,happy, happy, happy, happy, happy for no reason.I went to a buffet at a restaurant at marina square with my family yesterday and i was stupid enough to touch the light above the cups and now my hand hurts.

I'll not be posting for a while i'm srry to say cause i'll be helping my cous with her blog so you won't be seeing or hearing from me for a while which is probably 3 or 4 days.

Long time since i last post and there's nothin much to talk bout except for bout what happened during the last few days.On the first day of my hol, i went shopping with my family, nothin much happened on the second day and i was sick on the third day.Nothin much happened today either.My dad went to play golf and my mom, bros and I went for lunch and we had a very horrible lunch at Han's and then we ran errands.And i'm now at home, goiing for dinner after fetching dad.

I got so tongue-tight today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!We were supposed to go to the library today but then the library was close so Mdm. Low brought us to the com lab.Then she asked my crush and i to follow her cause we needed to get our compos so we can type it out so we followed her to her desk to get our compos and she left us some instructions but he didn't hear so he asked me and i got so tongue - tight I don't even think he understood what i said!!!!Then we're supposed to type it out at school so Mdm. low can save it in her thumb drive for the read and enjoy. So she asked another girl and a boy to help us to type the other compo cause there's two so it'll be faster. And we only have half an hour before recess!!!!!!!!So i hurried and i finished but the girl helping me hadn't finished so i took over typing the compo from her then the bell rang then time for recess. So Mdm. low brought the class down then only my crush and I were in the com lab!!!Cause he also haven't finish typing. God! I've never been in the same room with him alone before!!!!Thank goodness I practised my typing when i write fan fictions and blog. I wouldn't have finished in less then 1 hr if i didn't. School holidays already!!!!!!!Going to miss him a lot............

tell you somethin funny today.I didn't bring my task three for English lesson today so i told my Eng teacher mdm low and then went back to my seat.Then a few boys went out and a guy that didn't bring task 3 went out too so the guy sitting in front of me told me to stand outside so i went them mdm low started going through enrichment.After more than half and hour, mdm low spotted me outside and asked why i was standing outside.then i said i never bring task 3.Then she said those standing outside were only standing cause they didn't bring their enrichment not task 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I stand outside for nothin!!!!!!!!!!!

Long time no see!!!!!It has been a long time since i last posted and it's because my Com's spoilt so I'm now using my dad's laptop.It was my B'day (I'm 12!!!)yesterday and i celebrated with my family on the 17Th of May. We went to jack's place and after dinner cause we choose the kids meal ( it's for kids under 10 comes with orange juice and ice cream)At least my two bros and i choose kids meal then went they served the ice-cream, my dad asked them to put a candle on top the ice-cream and we took lots of pics but i can't post the pics here cause my rents didn't clear the camera would the pics would be saved in here already and i dunno how to clear the camera.Then on the actual day of my B'day, i celebrated with my aunt and uncle plus their children = my cousins (Darius and Bridget)My aunt and uncle gave me 5 NOVELS!!!!!!!Plus an assessment book and $50!!!YAHHH!!!!!!They also bought a b'day cake for me ( mocca).My rents gave me a pink hooded jacket with a cow on the side on lots of cow pics on the inside of the hood.And guess Wat!When we were on our way home, we stopped at a traffic junction and a taxi stopped beside us and the advert on the taxi said HAPPY BIRTHDAY plus some other words i forgot it was an advert for a cow thing (why are there so many cows on my b'day?????)Then today i went out with Bren and cynthia to junction 8 to celebrate my b'day again!!!Cynthia gave me a pencil from Malaysia ( it's no ordinary pencil its surface is tree bark, has ribbons on it and printed in the middle is the phrase forget me not) Brenda gave me a piggy wearing a bikini and a b'day card with very inspirational quotes by Brenda.We then went to buy our tickets for Spider man 3!!!Which was rather frightening by the way still prefer the previous 2 spidy movies.We tried to sneak our lunch in (delifrance the $1 offer) but it got confiscated so we had to go back to collect it.We spilt the popcorn and went we left the cinema, there was popcorn everywhere even in my jacket and bag!!!!We bought quite a lot of things and had chocolate marshmallows.We also saw those horrid 6C boys from our school ( Andy, Herman,Nicholas and another guy)Thank goodness they didn't see us.We also saw Melanie from my class and she said that she's watching spidy 3 for the second time.Well, i gtg now need to con my GST increase PowerPoint, it's due tomorrow.

Here are two pics to enjoy:

Fakheerah is now at my house doing the gst increase project for ss so i better make this quick.One of my friends want me to link her but i don't link anyone in my blog cause it'll take up space so i'm just posting her blog her for you to visit.www.mylifemyworldmyfuture.blogspot.com

I got my all my results already!!!!!!!!!!!English;80 half out of 95 Math: 50 out of 100 ( i'm horrible at math)Chinese:77 outta 90 and science( 70 out of 100)!!!!Yahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but i'm also going to get into big trouble cause my hands were wet and my dad's papers which looks very important was on the table and when i was putting down the chocolate (mnm dark chocolate, yummy and only in stores for a limited period)and i wet the paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!But then after reading the paper i realised its not a very important paper...anyway here's a joke
Lil' Johnny goes to his dad and asks, "What is politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way. I'm the breadwinner of the family, so let's call me Capitalism. Mommy is the administrator of the money, so we'll call her the Government. We're here to take care of your needs, so we'll call you The People. The nanny, well, consider her The Working Class. Your baby brother, we'll call him The Future. Now go think about this and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying and runs to his room only to find that his diapers are very soiled. So the little boy goes to his parents' room. Mom is sound asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he looks through the peephole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back to bed. The next morning, the little boy says to his father, "Dad, I think I understand what politics is now." "Good son, tell me in your own words then what politics are." The little boy replies, "Well, while Capitalism is screwing the Working Class, the Government is sound asleep, the People are being ignored and the Future is in deep s.hit
Funny right?
I know lots more so pls tag and tell me if you want more jokes.

NOthin much to blog bout but here's wad happened today.I went fishing at Bishan with my family ( ok maybe i didn't fish cause i prefer to read my book)My two extremely irritating, extremly disgusting, but extremely interesting bros fished and they didn't catch anything!!!!Maybe its because they kept fidgeting....by the way its not the first time i went fishing the other time was in Jurong and our luck was better there cause i caught 3 prawns!!!Yahhh!!!But it was extremely boring cause you're supposed to wait until a prawn bites your bait but the prawn will sometimes swim away with the bait and you'll be very irritated cause you waited for a very long time but couldn't catch anything cause a prawn had already taken the bait from under their nose.

Guess wat!!!!!!You must be thinking i'm here with bad news again right?Well....you're right.heheha.But i'm here with great news too!!!I made a mistake!!(not that thats a good thing)I got highest for english not my crush!!!!!!i've got 80 half out of 95 same marks as the second best class highest!!!!But my math like i told you only 17 ppl past in our class right?Not that i failed( thank goodness)but i passed but i've got 50 out of 100!!!!scary right?But i have a friend in the best class and she got 59!!!but i don't think i need to give up com for a month after all cause i got highest for eng.But my form teacher didn't know that i got the highest and not him so she told him yesterday and now i feel rather guilty cause he failed math and didn't get the highest for eng and he looks rather disappointed.So is it a good thing i got the highest????Hiazzzzzzzzzzzz

I'm back!!!!!!!!!!At last.But i'm back with bad news today.You must be wondering why do i always have bad news but i'm here with some good news too!!!!!!Which one do you wanna hear first?Good or bad?I better tell you the bad one first cause you'll feel sad after hearing the bad one(as if) and hearing the good one last will cheer you up!Ok.I found out i didn't get the highest for eng!!!!My crush got the highest and he even top both 6b and 6d!!!!!He won me Again!!!!!And i think i'll fail my math exam which was super hard cause only 17 in my class passed!!!!!!!!!!!The good news is that its my dearest and only mommy's b'day!!!!!I made her a badge and i'm thinking of posting it here but i can't click the image to add pic they keep saying runtime error!!!But the other good news is that me, cynthia and bren going to junctioon 8 celebrate my b'day and no rents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i changed my layout!!!Do you like it?I'll change it again if you don't.But i'm here with some bad news today...My rents are going to be very busy with work for these 4 days so my bros and i need to stay at my granddad's house in toa payoh!!!!!For 4 days!!!And there's no com there so i won't be posting for a while.......Hiazzzz................

Currently at my grandmother's house (mom side) my dad came to help her install her new fan and my aunt came too to let us into the house cause my popo went out and now she's back and there is nothing to do now....

I didn't get to go after all. My dad said they'll be back late so i decided not to go, i'hope i'm making the right choice....

Like my new layout?I'll change it if you don't.Anyway I'm going out with my mom and aunt to Nu skin the office to hear someone tell you the right way to put on make-up or something. I'm only going cause i hope they'll buy supper.It'll be a wasted trip if they don't but my mom seemed happy that i wanted to go so maybe it won't be a wasted trip after all.I'll post soon to say if it was wasted or not.

I read two books ( wolf rider and devil's race) by Avi recently and i really like the stories Avi wrote.So since i really like the stories he wrote i went online to find out more bout him as that's what i do.I found his official page and he gave his readers some tips to write better so I'm posting his tips here!Enjoy......Though i don't know what you're supposed to enjoy.Anyway here are the tips......
Five secrets to Good Writing! One: Write! It's not writing until it's on the paper. Story telling is a great art, but it is not story writing. Two: Rewrite! No one-ever--writes anything well the first time. The first draft can not be the last draft. (I rewrite my work fifty-sixty times--or more). Here's a tip: read your first draft, and if you think it's good, you are in trouble. But, if you read it and you see it's not that good, you are in great shape--to get going. The more you rewrite the better your writing will be. Three: Write for a reader: Maybe you understand what you have written, but the writer's job is to have the reader understand it. Keep in mind: writers don't write writing, they write reading. Four: Listen. Read your work out loud (pencil in hand) and it will let you hear your own writing. It will almost improve itself. Five: Read, read, read. Reading is the key to good writing. The more you read, the better the writer you can be. You can NEVER read too much.
Here's a pic of him:

I got teased by those 6A f***ers today during literacy plus. That stupid little guy started it first when i started doing my math ws.Than most of those 6a boys joined him.My crush was there but he didn't do anything at all!Though someone asked them to stop it but i didn't know who was that someone cause my table was surrounded by those horrid 6a bastards.I'm so angry and miserable. I'm like those people in my current class better than a lot of my friends in those better classes that i used to be in.=(

My mom just told me a story bout a farmer who had a field. He could plant anything he wanted to plant on/in ? the field. He planted corn and poison in that plot of land.He soon had a field full of corns and that poison plant.The human mind is much more complex but in a way its like the farmer and his seeds. We reap what we sow.

Had my English and Chinese oral today i nearly wet my pants literally at first or maybe i should say skirt? But i then relaxed. I don't understand why i get nervous during oral and not when i take the other tests. Its always during oral that i get nervous although I've been taking oral every year.

I now have a disturbing feeling that I'm hated by lots of people i was waiting for Brenda after literacy plus outside her classroom as i was let out earlier when s boy, could be yanhui, zhangyuan or Ivan said that i suck but excuse me i barely know them! Life is full of ups and downs.visit my bro's blog.www.nofrillsnotrills.blogspot.com brothers can be so annoying sometimes or should i say every time?

Few weeks till sa1 hope i will passI'm doomed if i don't. I've thought long and hard and i think that i should try to forget bout my crush it has always been one side love i'm sure he do not even like me.I think he likes someone else and he will never like me......I also found out why a lot of girls like him to some girls, its his personality who attracts them the others might have gotten to near to him and feel attracted by his aura or something but he might not know it but i think he might by flirting cause i found out in a web that The guy who leans back in his chair, arches his back, puffs his chest, and puts his arms behind his head - is flirting.That what he does though maybe he doesn't know he's flirting. Don't ask me how i noticed i just do.I'm confused.

I've recieved an e-mail from my friend hanlyn and here's my horoscope tell me if you wan to know your horoscope you can post your horoscope in comments.My horoscope:
TAURUS - The Tramp >>Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good >>fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people >>in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring >>person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most >>attractive people on earth! >>

Mrs Lim and the rest of the teachers conducted a last minute spot check on our ( p5 and p6)bags today they were searching for comic books which are not allowed in school they also found a lot of mp3 and cell phones I hid my underneath my water bottle so i don't think they found mines but they didn't confiscate it anyway cause they were only checking for comic books not cell phones and then during Chinese today Mr Au came in and talked to us bout cutting ourselves with scissors etc etc under stress and he also told us that some pupils even called him mad dog in their blogs!Then he also said that jin guan bully pupils from our school and he came to my house once to do the science card thing and my rents also don't believe hes a bully, it gave them a shock. Just finished lunch, my rents brought me to serangoon garden to the cafe and i had ice cream and that pasta in that white sauce which tasted horrible my mom even suggested bringing Brenda there for my b'day! Though i prefer going somewhere else. I was hoping to walk home with Brenda but my rents keep fetching me1 whats the use of Brenda stop taking school bus so that she can walk with me when my rents keep fetching me!But i still appreciate it My crush said that he likes my blog =)

We watched puppet show bout fire not very sure as it was so funny and i kept on laughing the man controlling those puppets was so funny.Then during assembly some hongkong pupils from a missionary school o our school sang a few songs for us one of which is what dreams are made of by Hilary duff from the Lizzie McGuire movie.I was surprised to find that they are fluent in English they even have an American accent!And to think that we , Singaporeans have always thought that our English is better than hongkongers we claimed that their English is better i supposed their right. But then during literacy plus, the teacher said that it was because they are rich kids and that their parents enrolled them in missionaries run by Americans or something like that don't really know since i wasn't paying attention so that means only those rich kids whose parents enrolled them in English schools are fluent in English and the rest who enrol in normal schools that teach in Cantonese are not very fluent in English.I think, still not very sure.

remember the book i talked bout just now?k i got it already (i had left it in the car) The title of that really great book is called The Boyfriend Rules of Good Behavior.OK so it might not be a great book for boys but it is a great book for girls.In case you forgot the book is bout how Millie devises her own rules for what makes a good boyfriend and how far a girl should go to get her guy. Here are what single mums always talk bout...
1.Food you shouldn't order on a first date ( spaghetti anything, noodles anything, anything with raw onion - in case he decided to kiss you - garlic bread or curry laksa in case you spill some on your clothes).
2.Men they've fallen for, why and why they fall out of love.
So for guys who plan on dating single mums, you might find this useful.

And to girls who have a crush on a guy not a girl, here's a seven-point crush indicator list
1.You look at the boy all the time
2.You tease him a lot ( though some might be to shy to do that )
3.When other people tease him you defend him
4.You blush when people use your name and his name in the same sentence.
5.You worry bout your clothes and hair more.
6.you try to get interested in the stuff he's interested in
7.If he's popular, you act stuck-up
And a six point indicator list:
1.Airy fairy
2.Bad, really bad
3.Good, really good - particularly when he looks at you
4.scared - that he doesn't like you
5.Scared - that he likes someone else
6. Scared - that he likes you
Well that's some of the tips, I'm too lazy to type the rest down but if you want to know the whole story you can borrow the book or buy it.Its by Catherine Bateson, The Boyfriend Rules of Good Behavior.My bros also borrow books but unfortunately as they don't really know how to read a lot of words they borrowed Malay books instead of English cause they don't really know the difference and we noticed it only when we went in the car.

It really has been a long time since i last blogged this time but blogging here to day means i am revealing some sad news to me that is. SA1 is next next week and my mum wants me to get 80 and above for all subjects or no com for a month and if i get 70 something or below, no com for a year! And she wants me to do things that will help me in my studies when I'm allowed to use the com this week! She is so unreasonable!!!But then good news always comes with bad news sometimes and i went to the Singapore National Library yesterday with my rents and borrowed a book called? I forgot the title but its a book bout a girl called Millie and how her parents divorced, her moms great new bf, her moms bff marrying an abusive hubby that is two-timing her, her new school, new friends and her crush( she finds out later she didn't really like him and she meets another guy).The villain is the stuck up Talya who tell lies bout Millie but no one takes notice of her cause shes always like that.I'll publish some of the tips they have on whether you have a crush or not.At least I'm allowed to blog cause its educational right? Improves my writing skills and English.Oh i also went on a picnic at pasir ris beach with my cousin and her family yesterday we stayed until 9.30pm at night when the tide was about to come in.I hate flying kites the kite won't even stay up.Hmphh.

Here are some of my fav songs, you can find them here, http://www.radioblogclub.com/fav/0/585173/0

Is burning cds illegal? its very confusing when some people say it is and some say it isn't .

Long time since i last wrote, or maybe not. My crush's b'day is coming soon!Don't know wat to get him.My b'day also coming soon!!!I already noe wat to get myself.Sa1 also coming soon. Ms Lam said that its going to be 5 times harder i hope i pass....

We went to the supermarket just now. My mum and dad bought a whole lotta stuff from ikea and spent alot of last night fixing them.My house has undergone alot of changes since the day we move in bout 1 year ago but in a good way.

My crush asked me something i didn't expect him to ask on msn yesterday!I just told him a joke and he suddenly asked if the guy sitting beside me who is his bff is annoying me. I said sometimes then he said that if hes annoying you ask him to shut up.I told him i noe i did ask him to shut up. he asked then did he? I said yup.then he said that if he continues to annoy me tell him and he'll settle him for me!!!!!!OMG! I think he likes me too or maybe not.

Currently staying at my cousin's house we're going to ikea later with my rents . Can't wait the hotdog there is real nice. My mum said that she'll allow me to go out with my friends on my birthday!!!! She'll be paying for all expenses!!!!! Yahhh!!!!!!!!!

I'm now at a b'day party, rather boring over here. Brenda says my singing sounds weird. To those people that heard me singing before, do I sound weird?

My crush's bff sits besides me and when I asked my crush bff who Mrs chua is, there was an announcement by her. He say don't know, my crush's wife maybe( they have the same surname) I say very funny and i mean the teacher. he say dunno. then my crush's bff say that I'm my crush's wife! I then told himshut his gap.My crush probably told him bout what i sent him so maybe my crush do like me! I hope he does.

He replied! I'm so happy, he replied that the rumours were true then though i still don't know if he likes me or not. I just wrote finish the first chapter of my new novel but I'm not going to post it here cause someone might copy.That @#!@#$ rucui copied my layout and the way i bog!!I hate her! She even criticised Brenda when she confronted him.This is Bren's my bff web.www.destinyangel4411.blogspot.com, my crush's blog, www.everett-welcometomyblog.blogspot.com. Sara's bday coming soon, can't wait. A pity my crush isn't going to be there.

I told my crush i like him, he didn't reply, he either felt embarrassed or didn't receive my sms. I think he likes someone else but I hope I'm wrong.I wonder if he likes me?

Yours sincerly and my bros

I've got my results for my CA1!!!!! I've got 75 for English, 74 for science, 75 half for Chinese and 58half for math.Its already very good. Only 38.5% past math! I'm so glad I passed by the way, I'm in p6 this year.Mdm Low is going to choose me to take part in the New South Wales English and I don't know if its a good thing or bad.I heard some people criticising me in class and when Mdm Low and some other pupils praised me, I'll always feel weird get tongue tied and get embarrassed! reasons unknown

I don't need to give up my com period!!!!! Ca1 was really hard.ms lam said the entire level 's math average for section b out of 30 is only 15!!!! More than half of our leval failed math and english!!! I hope i don't. We just had our chinese test today.it was easy, so much easier than the rest.science is tomorrow. I 'm going camping!!!!during the weekend with my family brenda said she wants to go to so i must ask dad. He's booking a barbecue pit too! uncle cris and his family is coming to!!! i can wait to meet my cousins. we're going to try out the new tent, kite and play with the boomarang!!!! I can't wait!!!

We had alot of tests at school today.and my results were horrible! i resolved to stop using the com for 1 month. it will help me in my studies.This is my last entry till March 23 and i hope i won't regret it.

I read a great book recently called the road home a story of an Armenian girl by her son. its a great autobiography. it tells the story of how she lost her loved ones and how she found happiness and then became miserable then happy then sad then happy. very touching story.

I've decided not to go to sota after much consideration so I guess i worried for nothin. i've got a sore troath i really regretted eating so much goodies. I was at blakie laoyi's house yesterday and i was eating a cookie when niu niu took the cookie away from me.hmphhh!!!!

I 'm NOW at my cousins house, i broke down just now for no reason, i am very sure I'm under alot of stress or something.

I'm thinking of joining sota with Brenda but we must first pass the auditions which costs a hundred something dollars ! but if i get in i won't be able to see my crush at all!and I'm doing drama! its the only one that has writing in it! and if i don't get in, it would be embarrassing and i won't get the money back!!!Arghhhhh!!!!!!!

I think i'll write a novel.I'm starting on it tomorrow.

My Crush reminded me to bring my litracy file today in case i got punished like last week.No boy other than my dad ever did that for me before(but he is family, so not counted) and he even admitted to pei nee he knows i''ve got a crush on him!( i wonder how he knew that?!?!) So far he called me twice but did not say anything though he claimed it was an accident, secondly he sms me more than 3 times!!!sending good wishes.My heart melts when i see him and i was supposed tosit with him during the flag raising ceromony today and i was tongue-tight and felt a little awkward i would think that he felt the same way too.Gosh, i wonder if he likes me?

I Had a dream last night.I was having my music lesson and my hp started ringing.( we weren't allowed to bring hp to school)Terence stared at me and started laughing.yilong too.i then off my hp.i looked up to see if my music teacher heard it ringing but the chair she was sitting on turned into a platypus and she was staring at it.Then i had my art lesson and when i wanted to take my paints out, i took out a pepper shaker, salt, macaroni and all sorts of food from my bag.And then my phone rang again i was puzzled cause i thought i off it already then woke up i realise it was actually my hp ringing and i was lying on my bed instead of being at school! its bizarre!

I've been keeping it to myself for too long!Arghhh!finn like sara tan instead of cheryl chan!It all started when brenda, my greatest friend ever told me that ivan like sara and he ask her( brenda) to help him pass a love letter to sara!( the luv letter had a strip of correction tape there, scrape it of and you will find the word like in it.I noe its not equivilant to love but its still quite close).Brenda asked me to help her find sara so she had to tell me everything.Ivan also asked brenda who was sitting beside him at that time to draw a portrait of sara so he can put it in his wallet!( brenda's very good at drawing) alson also asked brenda to give him the neoprint whick me , brenda and naomi took when we went to junction 8, so he can look at naomi everyday!HA!Finn ( he sits beside me) said that he had a change of heart and he now likes sara instead of cheryl as i mention above.
Cheun yee said something very funny today, though he always say somethin funny everyday.We were doing the english wb and the sentence said "I used to suck my thumb"and cheun yee said i used to suck my hump!hahahaha!Oh Yah finn also said that he told sara he like her and she said that she isn't allowed to have a relationship until shes 21!Ivan already professed his love to the same sara that finn like long ago and she rejected him also.I got a feeling mdm low and mslam would like her, they don't really encourage relationships in our class and level anyway.( we're all 12).